Tuesday, May 17, 2011

May 17, 2011. I feel like I owed a deb to pay back in the previous life

I am not sure, but I feel like I owe a debt in the previous life.
I seems like that is the reason I came into the life even though I am not sure about this.

If not, I really cannot understand my life.
Why do i have to voluntarily feel obliged to a real teacher like Professor Chamberlain, which conflicts my individualism, also require me to be more patient, do more work, continuously upgrade myself?
I do not know my effort will be meaningful, may be meaningful after getting a call from Denis right now.
Why do I have to recognize that I have to excel present me when I want to satisfy with my individualism?
The conflict between my individualism and thinking about others confuses me and make me anxious and frustrated.

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